WhEn I sAd WaD wIlL hApPeN tO MiI

When i sad that time i alway will hurt myself using the penknife to cut my own hand... Or i lock myself at the rm... So that nobody can disturb mii...And i will on the music very the loud...

Sometime when i so so so sad is abt Relationship Problem bt i will slowly forget it de...so after that i get well wif my stead lerx...And i hate this yrs of sec 1 cos they r very bad... They like wanna to take away from my bf lerx... And i can't do anything... The gal keep write letter to him everydae... She will write ''I LOVE EUU '' to my stead...When my frensz telling mii that the gal will wait for mii to break wif him...Wtf is this thing happen to mii...Bt i can't stop cry for this thing lerx...My frensz had tell mii that just dun care the gal do wad to stead sia... Bt my bf won't like or love them...OMG!!!

The gal hate is Emily n Corneila they all from this yrs sec 1T1...I tot i accept them for god nuer n they wont stop disturb my bf n like him anymore lerx...Bt i had think the wrong way lerx...So i had tell my stead i dun wan them to be my god nuer lerx or god sis...Bt they oso dun care wad i say so i just care them n my stead anymore... I start to change myself to a other person lerx...

Bt if i wish corneila n emliy saw it my blog abt this thing can euu all stop doing that ma?That is very de hurt mii... I really noe euu all still like him de larx... Bt I nvr say euu all can't love or like a person de... If my stead really break wif mii euu all sure very happy de lorx... Bt euu all had think hw i feel de ma? I noe lerx... Euu all sure think that...Euu see mi so so so sad rite? cos my stead dun like mii lerx... sure break wif mii de ma... Than euu all gt a chance rite... i think euu all really think the wrong way... sorry!!!

Bt i had thinking that i had promise someone i wont cut my hand again...This thing really really really hurt mii ...I really very sorry to euu i wont do that again my baobei laogong...

I alway wish that we wont break de... we must last long forever ok? Cos i still need ur shoulder to be wif mii de...And i still need ur care n support de... So euu dun leave mii alone...HAO MA???????